The poem was not released digitally unlike many other poems by Del Rey.
The phrase "u will be the first one who ever did" is similar to "you'll be the first who ever did" which appears in "Cinnamon Girl".
I put my third phone in the waistband of my leggings
only u have this number
6 plus vibrates with your own ringtone
i smile when i hear simulated children laughing
cause i know it's u
it's the little things that make me smile
i keep them just for myself
i like u so much
but it makes me nervous when u don't call
under my breath i say
Don't make me be resilient
i so want to be soft
if u let me be myself
u will be the first one who ever did
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